some things are just too depressing...

SO, i recently stopped nursing wesley. this has been wonderful and heartbreaking all rolled into one. wonderful because i'm now free. free to leave for hours on end if i wanted, free from children sleeping in my bed, free to wear WHATEVER it is i want. it's been heartbreaking because i wasn't ready to stop nursing wesley, i miss my bonding time with him and last and most importantly i lost my boobs. that's right. my boobs. they have shrunk to an all time nothingness that i thought couldn't exist. i mean they were pretty non-existent before i had wesley. now? uh, how depressing is that? i now have nothing to fill up my tops with and it just accentuates the larger arms and the flatness of my chest. sigh. i swear why doesn't ANYONE warn you of the horrors of having children. that the more children you have the smaller your boobs get? i mean if they taught this stuff in high school it would totally be birth control for any high school girl. it would have been for me, even being married! so ladies, lesson for the day? enjoy your boobies while pregnant and nurse your kids for AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. otherwise, you'll be crying like me right about now....