Sunday, August 16, 2009

reflecting...

every day I wake up
i hope i'm dreaming
i can't believe this
can't believe you aren't here
sometimes it's just hard for me to wake up
it's hard to just keep going
it's like i feel empty inside without you being here
i would do anything, to bring you back
i'd give all this, the whole knot
you were the greatest
you'll always be the greatest
I miss you
can't wait til that day, when i see your face again...
life isn't always what it seems to be
words can't express what you mean to me
even though you're gone, we're still a team
in the future, can't wait to see
if you open up the gates for me
reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
try to black it out, but it plays again
when its real, feelings hard to conceal
can't imagine all the pain I feel
give anything to hear half your breath
i know you're still living your life, after death
thinking of the day, when you went away
what a life to take, what a bond to break
i'll be missing you
it's kinda hard with you not around
know you're in heaven smiling down
watching us while we pray for you
every day we pray for you
til the day we meet again
in my heart is where i'll keep you friend
memories give me the strength I need to proceed
strength I need to believe
my thoughts i just can't define
wish i could turn back the hands of time
on that morning
when this life is over
i know
i'll see your face.
we miss you.
-p. diddy we miss you (edited)

Some weeks can go by and i don't think of my dearest friend.
and other weeks go by where i think of her almost every moment.
it's hard to breath sometimes, i miss her so much.
every time i sing this song in the car i hold back the tears.
i've been missing my bestie desperately lately.
my only comfort is knowing that we'll be together again some day.
we'll giggle and talk about my family and how she is doing.
that i'll most importantly be able to put my arms around her
shoulders and give her the biggest hug i've been waiting
ages to give her.
what a wonderful gift our gospel gives us.
our knowledge of the afterlife is priceless, and makes this life
so much more bearable.
i miss you trinity. i'm waiting to see you again.
what a grand day that will be.