SO, there is nothing like finding a good bra. i finally found my size yesterday. apparently my size is extremely hard to find. but as soon as i found it i snatched it up and am wearing one right now. I. LOVE. IT. there's nothing like full support. sigh. bliss.
i also bought {THIS} yesterday to try and make me feel better. it did. for a little while anyway. it's so comfortable and i have a feeling it is going to become my uniform for the remainder of the week. yes, when i'm depressed you will find me wearing the same outfit everyday for several days at a time. don't worry i shower daily, i just put the same clothes back on. you might find that gross, but eh i really don't care.
i'm desperate for a change in scenery. i need to either a. move or b. go on vacation. we have been waiting to move for over two years now. do you know what that does to you? to constantly be in limbo never really being able to make plans because you don't know if you'll be here in a few months time? only to find out that you ARE still in fact here after a few months time. it's beyond frustrating. if we stay here, fine. just let us know that we are staying here. if we are moving. fine. JUST TELL US WE ARE MOVING. i can't stand this limbo anymore.
i need a vacation. i've planned a vacation to the bahamas, caribbean, mexico, england, paris, prague, boston, hartford, philadelphia and phoenix, annapolis, d.c. and new york. plan as in i selected the flights, hotels, restaurants, metro/car routes, pretty much everything except the booking part. sigh. it's just so depressing. i need a change in scenery. did i say that already. yeah, i think i did.
i spent two whole days with elise back to back. phew. that's A LOT of talking in two days. not me, her. she just talks all. the. time. i don't know how she does it. we went mall walking one night and i told her that i just wanted to walk. she said that in order to not complain about walking she would have to talk. i told her, "don't be offended if i don't talk with you then." apparently she could care less about me talking with her because she talked literally the WHOLE time we walked. which was over an hour. i maybe grunted at her a few times in acknowledgment but mostly she talked about complete nonsense. i didn't even find it endearing or insightful. it was mostly just annoying. at least she didn't complain. kudos for that.
i have so much more to ramble about but i promised to keep it short plus i need to work up some motivation to go to the gym and do some yoga because i know if i do that i'll feel somewhat better. so, with that. have a happy day.....
